grow up

there's always a new beginning to things.
things we thought dead, already caught up in the big depression called life.
as a matter of fact you know that life is short, but don't be stubborn and try
to force everything and everybody. there are different speeds.
i tried too hard. but failed. i tried to be patient. and succeded. once in my life.
i am always 1 2 3 forward. and you know that this is unstoppable. this feeling
that life should be so much more. BUT.
although i never will give you the chance to know. with you i feel like a mountain. once in my life. like a mountain. big, stable and with great passion for consistency. i am calm and quiet, because i don't even think about getting a response. that's the mountain in me. why not enjoying this rare moments of pure mutual understanding, this rare seconds of comforting bolts running through your venes. something's missing, i would have said. BUT.
i the mountain, once in my life, will try not to want more. there's always a new beginning to things. bigger, now i understand.