Donnerstag, 12. November 2009

work made me half a person.
breaking out of the cycle.
work.sleep.fuck.eat.work.drink.drink more.sleep.try to forget.being tired.stressed.bored.annoyed. not challenged. falling deeper and deeper. losing passion. stagnation. sleep. depression. lethargy.missing. freezing.sweating.cursing. wondering. listening.
i don't want to lose my cool,
all those years i went to school.
for nothing.
i do get nothing.fulfilling is just the will to change. to move on, to start again.
another bullshit refrain.
no more bonds.

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Fraenk hat gesagt…

"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now if you know what you're worth then go out and get what you're worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain't you! You're better than that! I'm always gonna love you no matter what. No matter what happens."
Rocky Balboa