christmas.

COOKIES ARE BETTER THAN YOUR DIET.

"was muss, muss"

in times like this.
we promised not to moan about the privileged life we have.
we promised not to cry.
we promised not to lie.
but in times like this, it's hard to stick on to your own values.
when all you want is a little cave, where you can hide.
from the world.....
in times like this.
everyone tries to cheer you up.
when all you want is a cup.
full of hope.
but all you have is cup in a box full of memories.
in times like this.
don't be nostalgic.
about the old days.
and better lifes.
now it's the future.
in times like this.
take your box with the cup and the memories.
put it away.
in times like this.
putting it away doesn't mean to forget.
you put it away to keep it.
as you always wanted it to be.
no memory. but the life you lived.
in times like this.
we promise again no to moan.
stop. don't stop. move on.
we open up a box full of cookies.
in times like this it's all we want.

winter

ein grausamer morgen.
mein erster schnee in berlin.
die stadt ist kalt und grau.
die stadt und ihre sorgen.
werden zu meinen.
gestern noch gelacht.
heute schon wieder betrübt.
die angst setzt ein.
ich weiß nicht ob es genügt.
die stadt und der schnee.
ein leben an der spree.
du willst dass ich geh?
geh schnee, geh spree, geh berlin, geh alles.
und ich bleib.

The beauty is the beast

FOR ALL THE HATERS.

herbst

Ich frage mich, ob ich mich an die Stimmung des Herbstes anpasse. Oder passt sich gar der Herbst an meine Stimmung an. Wahrscheinlich ein reziprokes Verhältnis. Ich bin jedoch froh, dass wir uns dieses Jahr in Berlin aufs Neue kennelernen durften.

viele grüße aus dem absurditätenkarussell der marktforschung

swindle, faking, lying.
i almost started crying
but we have to deal with it,
because earning money is always eating shit.

i know we haven't talked in while,
but could you come get me?!